They Say the First Year of Marriage is the Hardest

And boy they weren't the lying!!! I mean we have only been married 4 weeks and it seems like we are going through hell... SERIOUS hell.

I mean first off we are BROKE. Then my car breaks (an extra expense). They cut my hours down to 2 days @ LQ, so I resign. 2 days is not worth the 82+ mile drive. Then Marcelin's car transmission goes (another expense). Now we have to move before December 31st (another dang expense). We received a letter under the door stating they are not letting us renew the lease - no reason why.

I mean I hate staying here and I was going to break the lease anyway but now we have to rush to move and come up with the money.

Mind you, we still owe 2 people for helping us with the wedding and now I have a car note. To top it all off the photographer isn't paid and I owe the IRS.

TELL ME THIS AINT GOING TO BE ONE HELLUVA YEAR!!!

The only thing I can go by is faith. God knows exactly what he wants us to do and where he wants us to be.

I need to stop thinking of the shouldas, couldas, wouldas and just let God do his work but its so hard when you are a perfectionist.

Lord give me strength to bare all things.

Mala